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Hi,I'm 26 years old, and am currently an Salem state university senior. My major there is social work. This blog is tracking my recovery though my eating disorder, which is bulimia with anorexic tendancies. So i hope that you all can learn something through my posts and give me some good ideas.

Sunday, August 2, 2009

Home

Well i've been home now for almost two weeks. I'm in a day program in
Brookline now. Things were going really well at first, but not anymore. The issues around body image have been really intense. With no one reallly holding me accountable for my eating disordered issues, things are slowly slipping backwards again, and i'm not sure how to fix it. I've been restricting, binging and purging all weekend, and i'm not sure what to do or how to fix it. When i woke up this morning i thought i would get right back on track from yesterday, but that hasn't happened yet. I"m really dissapointed in myself.