Well i've been home now for almost two weeks. I'm in a day program in
Brookline now. Things were going really well at first, but not anymore. The issues around body image have been really intense. With no one reallly holding me accountable for my eating disordered issues, things are slowly slipping backwards again, and i'm not sure how to fix it. I've been restricting, binging and purging all weekend, and i'm not sure what to do or how to fix it. When i woke up this morning i thought i would get right back on track from yesterday, but that hasn't happened yet. I"m really dissapointed in myself.